it’s been 5 weeks and 1 day since i talked to my ex, kudos? i don’t know. we were each others’ light and poison. i can’t figure the shit out. i hope i figure it out one day.
i can’t sleep and thus realized i am not human, it’s torturous to be trapped in this body, although beautiful. it’s needy, when i only want to succeed and elevate my existence to a higher state of consciousness. i have transcended, inexplicably.
grodybabe asked: What was your experience at LMU like? Was it difficult to get accepted?
I loved LMU, if you are looking for a more personal college experience, I would definitely say enroll in a private institution. I had a 3.8 coming out of high school and did very well on the ACT with an average to slightly above average SAT score. At the time the acceptance rate was higher than it is now, though. I would say to go for it if you have a high GPA and a fair amount of extracurriculars! Good luck :]
Insane capacity for growth. love. truth.
Inevitably we meet a crossroad
I come to several realizations, rationalizations evoke digression, repeatedly 360 degrees of love, hate, lust
Leads to dizziness
Leads to healing
Repetition repetition repetition
I juxtapose our crasis until I drive myself from insanity to sanity from sanity to an idle state of being, existence at its most singular vibration I conclude “I ostensibly hate you”
I love you, invariably?